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Friday, February 18, 2005

 viscious cycle of life

say the wrong thing we pay e price
fair
didn't say the real thing or spoke nothing
n it wrecked everything possibly good
fair?

4 long time i cant write here
too many pp gathering information
secrets tat had to be kept
pain tat had to be absorbed in silence

in such few mths so so so so so much happened
so much
too much

din wan to b laughed at
din wan to b judged
din wan to hurt
din wan to reveal
din wan din wan din wan
lost all
din know how to solve wat to say
all soured
scavenger win
i lost again

life love hopes dreams hurts
all entangled and thrashed
layers upon layers of truths half truths untrues unknown
in-understandable

God
blessings or punishment

wats next
how next
who next
where next
when next

i dun think
i m  wrong
i  m too nice than nice
so i m wrong again
so i m to be gone

excuses
selfishness
heartlessness
robs steals burns

sometimes i wished i blame
or i rampaged
never....be numbed
either way i lose
i lost

a curse

so how

live on

to control or loose control of life
who leads


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