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Original: 4/21/2004 12:03 AM
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

 a day part of nicoll highway collapse...1 died, 3 missing, 3 injured...
life...
it beats its own rhythm and beat...
34degrees celcius
everyday is scorching
work...
e arts... pp...
complete e jobs n pay's often delayed for months
money...lent out and jus can never get back
sp.... after every production, regardless of its quality...endless politics n working differences and now claims is another problem....
y
must arts always b a sacrifice by the artists?
drained... endless endless problems... a whole day of claims related issues ...endless... so much for all e good appraisals...how many know e few so drained by the bureaucracy of it all... who is real n who isn't... nvm
not like i dun ve 7 core arts fest programmes to handle....n all the different problems....
see it as a challenge for change and renewed learning
is God saying something?
He knows I m not most happy in alot of the jobs in the arts when there's no ceativity involved... n when there is... its always at my financial expense..how
i'll v much b an artist, a visual artist, a fella who draws, paints, sculptures, make things....
i mus take a new step ahead n claim wat i ve lost ion some sort of business somehow...where's my capital....e right pp to adventure with... there are leads...but will it go anywhere...
each day i lunch alone, in the city, by myself... roaming in e bookshop at bras brasah, toy shops n anime shop at clarke quay, cd shops nearby... tempted to spend more than a day's pay on items i ve craved for ... especially e figurines...
brilliant ideas flood in me from the sites i browse with e latest street culture creations n concepts....
its really draining from many pp many happenings
wedding boutique owner n make up artist's dad's health condition is in roller coastal.... God pls help the family...
neighbour kept asking me abt marriage to bring joy to my fanily...gua....
i try my best d for as many pp
who's here then for me?
God somewhere somehow
unseen
solitude
but He's ard... unseen
nvm
ha
God help e victims in the accident and collapse
bring forth another bright hot day for me to brave through again
lead me to my destiny in every area, work , life, love
some pp should learn to respect
respect space
respect pp
respect style
respect privacy
respect me
ha
i aint e best
but
i aint e worst
ha
thank GOD
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awww... sayang sayang. Dun be dejected. I hear you about your pain. Dun worry, when i come back, i jio you for lunch? NAC's mini food court chicken rice is very good...
Posted 4/21/2004 1:49 AM by Kimiaki - reply

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**huh?**[thinking: my brother beng doesnt seemed to sound good nowz...]

come on...what's with that lunching out alone prob?...i normally lunch out alone too. out everywhere on my own most of the time...sat in ministry alone...yep sat alone coz dun expect everyone in ministry to sit together then when we serve, our seats will be empty noticed...then be still physically alone...God is still ard tho....work alone when working...

brother, when we believe in our faith...it wil be put to a test always...the walk is never easy...when we are broken, that is when He works the best in our life.

Im picking up ....darn slowwwwwwwwwwllllllyyyyyyyyy.....when i tot im already fine to the core....it isnt so true afterall.......

im still not in the mood to meet pple.....otherwise i wld have lunch out with u once in a while...hmm...

Posted 4/21/2004 2:48 AM by lambiez_chamber - reply

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Only in the midst of all the mess,

you'll find the right one, the right solution.

You'll learn to treasure.

Have you? Do you see God's plan?

You should be praying that the missing people's moments spent had been worthwhile.

Sometimes, be alone to see He's works..

Posted 4/21/2004 9:18 PM by cs8_3 - reply


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