| | a day part of nicoll highway collapse...1 died, 3 missing, 3 injured...
life...
it beats its own rhythm and beat...
34degrees celcius
everyday is scorching
work...
e arts... pp...
complete e jobs n pay's often delayed for months
money...lent out and jus can never get back
sp.... after every production, regardless of its quality...endless
politics n working differences and now claims is another problem....
y
must arts always b a sacrifice by the artists?
drained... endless endless problems... a whole day of claims related
issues ...endless... so much for all e good appraisals...how many know
e few so drained by the bureaucracy of it all... who is real n who
isn't... nvm
not like i dun ve 7 core arts fest programmes to handle....n all the different problems....
see it as a challenge for change and renewed learning
is God saying something?
He knows I m not most happy in alot of the jobs in the arts when
there's no ceativity involved... n when there is... its always at my
financial expense..how
i'll v much b an artist, a visual artist, a fella who draws, paints, sculptures, make things....
i mus take a new step ahead n claim wat i ve lost ion some sort of
business somehow...where's my capital....e right pp to adventure
with... there are leads...but will it go anywhere...
each day i lunch alone, in the city, by myself... roaming in e bookshop
at bras brasah, toy shops n anime shop at clarke quay, cd shops
nearby... tempted to spend more than a day's pay on items i ve craved
for ... especially e figurines...
brilliant ideas flood in me from the sites i browse with e latest street culture creations n concepts....
its really draining from many pp many happenings
wedding boutique owner n make up artist's dad's health condition is in roller coastal.... God pls help the family...
neighbour kept asking me abt marriage to bring joy to my fanily...gua....
i try my best d for as many pp
who's here then for me?
God somewhere somehow
unseen
solitude
but He's ard... unseen
nvm
ha
God help e victims in the accident and collapse
bring forth another bright hot day for me to brave through again
lead me to my destiny in every area, work , life, love
some pp should learn to respect
respect space
respect pp
respect style
respect privacy
respect me
ha
i aint e best
but
i aint e worst
ha
thank GOD
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